truly beautiful

(via awildcatappears)




silence

time stops time travels

the ship stops the mind runs

left to right and front to back

confusion is only an illusion

the minds games trick us into feeling the horrible sides that shouldn’t exist. 

I want to dance in the rain and play in the sand. I want to travel and set up a life for us, slowly and surely making sure we take this in steps. I’m trying to figure out how to make this situation that im stuck in feel like its not going to just blow up in my face and just be the last little thing that pushes me over the edge, im so close theres not much that is keeping me with my chin above water during this tidal storm of shit that has just hit the fan blade to my life. I really don’t want to lose this, the connection. I need to start looking at myself and asking myself some questions. I need to do this more often I need to make time to sit down and write to myself on a daily basis, I also need to get back into meditating, its been to long sense I have done that. 

I want to make this time im here seem valuable and worth while to let her know that living together wont be so hard. and that things will work out and be okay. ^_^ 

I have this problem. Trying to give to much attention maybe for my own needs and problems. I feel like being close and touching is feeling everything the explosions of light and blooms of light that happen in my mind my hearth in every single cell thats in my body I just want to make her happy with it and send it all her way. 

But right now I’m fighting with myself to much to let this happen. I need to just relax calm my mind and be normal for once just act like yourself and stop trying to “fix” things before they even break. Take the steps forward that are right and necessarily the only right ones you should be looking at right now.

 




Extremely Invasive Questions. GO.

A: Are you a virgin?
B: 3 biggest pet peeves
C: Celebrity crush?
D: If you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
E: Do you smoke?
F: Do you drink?
G: When was the last time you had sex?
H: Longest relationship and with who?
I: 5 turn ons
J: 5 turn offs
K: What's the biggest lie you have ever told?
L: Sex or love?
M: What is your sexual orientation?
N: Rate the last 5 people you've had sex with.
O: Who are you crushing on right now?
P: Who is your bestfriend?
Q: Your guilty pleasure?
R: Who was your first kiss?
S: Do looks matter to you?
T: What kind of underwear are you wearing?
U: How big is your penis or for a girl, how big are your boobs
V: How far have you gone?
W: Do you like it when people play with your hair?
X: Are you circumcised?
Y: Do you name your private parts?
Z: What would you say if you ex wanted to get back together?

thehereticpharaoh:

Ancient Egyptian Love Poem
Your love has merged completely with my bodyAs [… mingled] with water, As a drug to which resin has been added, As when milk is mixed with [water].Make haste to see your beloved, Like a horse in the open field,Like a falcon [diving down] to its reeds,For heaven has bestowed its loveLike the course of an arrow […],Like the swiftness of a falcon.

thehereticpharaoh:

Ancient Egyptian Love Poem

Your love has merged completely with my body
As [… mingled] with water, 
As a drug to which resin has been added, 
As when milk is mixed with [water].


Make haste to see your beloved, 
Like a horse in the open field,
Like a falcon [diving down] to its reeds,


For heaven has bestowed its love
Like the course of an arrow […],
Like the swiftness of a falcon.


windrixx:

Katarina, from League of Legends. Cosplay by Tasha.

windrixx:

Katarina, from League of Legends. Cosplay by Tasha.